An excerpt from a letter I penned to you

 

…To begin, you must know that I have never been bewitched by someone’s spirit the way yours has bewitched mine. Was that intentional? I doubt it. Do I believe you are special? Yes, I am certain of it. I’m sure you are quite aware as well…

…I enjoy being in a place when you are also in that place. I enjoy hearing you, learning from you and just being. Your perspective matters to me…This is not because…This is due to fact that I am genuinely drawn to your personality, demeanor and physical being.

I write you because words unfold me best…

…you make me happy so I do not want to leave you alone. You are a good person and I yearn to do simple things with you. As humans, we are biologically wired to get into relationships, drawn into dangerous waters. I want to be there with you, I can deal with your absences…it makes sense to build a wall so you don’t fall…

…It’s almost as if I have known you before in another time and we have been rewarded the time again. We did not see this coming. I may seem unsteady and questionable yet, you are inexplicably drawn to me. I want you…I want to be there in your continuing growth, in my growth. I am not looking for someone to complete me I love who I am and who I am becoming. I adore who you are and who you are becoming. I want to see your fire, your flames, never go out.

I believe you are like magic and I want you too see me dazzle you.

You don’t run from the darkness, we must embrace it. We did not meet by accident. You must know this.

The one for you won’t run from you.

If I do not hear from you after you read this, I will be ok and understand I will be happy for the spark that went out, because it existed.

If I do hear from you after, I’d just want to lay near your chest and listen to you breathe with your hand entwined in mine, watching the water hit our beautiful city.

With passion,

D.

 

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