The intensity rises and overfills
I cannot imagine my life distilled
Often, memories repeat
the nightmare being milled in my mind.
How the river can flow,
but not stop
nor end the pollution
Yes moving forward is key,
but what happens when I cannot fight
these demons inside of me?
leave me sneezing
Little pride in the design
Of this puzzle called my life
I’m trapped behind
A terrible past
Bore from my ancestors
My heart is tender to the core
I’m full of fear
From the damned life of darkness
In this story of life
I’m just another tragedy
Full of agony
accustomed to the motions
Leave me dreaming
He told her “you’re the kind of girl you read about in books.”
But how could that be?
When she thought that that she did not have the looks
To be thought of as She
She thought herself more like a wildflower blown by the wind
With chaos in the universe
Living in a world with a wealth of sorrow
How could she have such a force?
Then she realized she was a girl far from shallow
Her depths deeper than the ocean floor
Maybe she was like the girl he read in books,
She was she, and she was sure
That she had the power to change the war…
He did not matter
He wasn’t as lovely as the words he spoke
In a world that seemed to be getting sadder
She had to fight, bring upon a light
Help all, climb higher and higher up the ladder
She was she, and that was all she could be.
I don’t know what you do
You’re dangerous and tainted
But you’re daring and handsome
Dark but magical
You want the world
But baby at what price
Boy it isn’t that hard to like you or love you
Oh honey are you ready
To get that way ?
To be a million dollar man .
I have no before and after with the monster,
therefore I can move on…
I await laughter
To take away the pain of yesterday
I tried to believe I have become numb with the matter
But what can I say
I still feel.
But I live, I love and I fight
Until it is my final good night.